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Called him the day before yesterday. Knew that he is suffering for his condition but I could not help much. What I did was just encouragement which I believe could at least motivate him. He is always the one that I worried. He changed ever since “it” came to his life. Everything changed. He is no longer the person I know anymore. His self-confidence level is low and the “it” in him is getting serious and cause him a lot of trouble. He used to be independent and well-performed but everything changed and is because of her, he changed. I really do not know what can I do to help him out. What I can do now is pray hard for everything goes smooth for him.

I will always be with him no matter what happen.

Spotted @.@ ( Changed my post title due to some reason.. =P)

As u can see I am able to update my blog during working hours means...

I got nothing to do?

Nope, I just don't feel like doing anything.

Keep telling myself to focus on the

STACKS of documentations

But

FAILED~

So ended up crapping at here..

I have got my hair dyed yesterday and the result is OUT OF MY EXPECTATION!!!

The colour is too bright.. @.@

I dyed for him as well and hopefully he won't kena from his boss.. =P

Photo will be upload later..

Ever since I started my work at 'here',

I always be "friend" with the stacks of documentations.

Documents reading = blur

Application testing = more blur

Progress meeting = even more blur

Hope that I will be offer training as well

so that I could manage to catch up faster
and be a part of the team too..

=)

Love The Way You Lie

Recently I am so addicted to this song

LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE

But

.

.

.

.

I hate lies...

Sometimes,

I wonder

Why the person have to

Tell lies

While we all know

The ugly truth of

Them?

Lies

Is it the only way

To convince yourself

You are on the

Right Choice?

Lies

Actually causing you

Fooling yourself

Someone told me

When you dislike

Someone

Whatever the person did

You will still hate it

No matter what the reason is

Somehow

I do agree

Bored!!

Starting to get bored with the life that driving to work without him..

Bored + Sleepiness in the car = TORTURING

We used to have fun while we on our way to work

I was enjoyed and now...

I am alone and lonely and boring...

Currently in the office..

Doing what?

Waiting for my supervisor for the next discussion..

BUT..

The Tiredness + sleepiness is killing me..

I miss my bed..

zZZZzzZZZzzzzzzzz

just had the most wonderful weekend I ever had...

club, bbq, karaoke sessions..

I wonder when can I have this COMBO with my friends..

Arghh.. I miss them...

@.@

~avogardo~

Oh Gosh~ so tired and so lazy to go for work la~~
Basically I say this to him almost everyday before heading to work.
Ya, I have started my internship for around 2months and I am getting lazier.. =P
Why am I tired? because of daily travel from setapak all the way to bukit jalil..
Oh Gosh~ Save me!!

But as what he told me, nightmare will be end because we are moving!!
To where?
Serdang!!

p/s :: I am not staying there but just temporary..
Which mean I dun have to

Travel daily in the early morning
Dun have to wake up early daily
Dun have to wait for him to fetch me..

Haha~ I am happy~

O.M.G

While I was facebook'ng, I saw one video on a 14 years old girl got pregnant and their family dun even notice it. You might think this is the shocking news I am sharing? Nope, there is another one which really shock me. Due to curiosity, I click on youtube video and from there I found another video link which is a ONE year old girl got pregnant!!

When I watch the video, I was like O.M.G~ How could it happen? Then I google for whether is it possible that there might be more than one child facing this problem. Surprisingly, I found another one year old girl in Arab who also facing the same thing..

One year old child found Pregnant in Saudi Arabia. Doctors says it’s a unique case for this world!
Medical Science Report says : “When the mother of this child was pregnant, she had 2 foetuses inside her. But one of the foetus grew inside the other, this why this girl was born with the other foetus inside her womb.”

When I finish the articles, the first thought in my head was like

" How is the child going to give birth to the fetus that keep growing inside her body?"

"Should abortion allow in this case?"

"Getting a twins is actually not a happy ending after all.."

I just hope that the two little child will still live healthy in future and may there are doctors and professionals that able to help them to solve this problem.

In the office~

writing this post in the office as I got nothing to do.. My supervisor was on official trip and I am building spider web here...

My 3 weeks of KL life is basically just traffic jam, work, lunch, work, traffic jam, dinner, sleep.. so boring.. I starting to miss my uni life.. Once, someone told me to appreciate my uni life but I told him I might be prefer working life.. NO~~~ I prove myself wrong ady... The life is so dull and boring.. Arghhh.. but compare with OT and tonnes of assessments? I prefer to be free and easy... I dowan any OT!!!!! lolx..

Life in my office is like a gossip world.. The female colleagues sitting in front of me love gossip.. Gossip about anything that they would think of.. Maybe somehow one day.. I will turn into their position.. GOSSIPER.. lolx..

I miss my bed so much.. and i am so looking forward for this coming thursday as I AM GOING BACK HOME!!!! my lovely bed and my aircond!! but actually the room in Kl are not hot at all la.. is just that I want to merajuk for an air-cond. lolx..

boring~ yawn~ counting down 7 minutes and it will be my lunch time.. yipee.. sign off now..

Boy Friend? Nope...

每个女生心里都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了自己的前程，她没有要你等她。


也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。

也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。

也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待。

也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。

不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。

但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。

即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。

她有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望她追到。

她遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮她，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。

男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和她只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。

每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。

一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。

你宁愿这样关心她，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。

你宁愿做她的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。


特别是这样，
你还是知道，
她永远会关心你的。

做不成男女朋友，
当她那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？

你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？


很多的感情，
都因为一厢情愿，
最后连朋友都当不成了

常常觉得惋惜，
可惜一些本来很好的友情

最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，
如果你没有反应，这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，
这也难怪有些人会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，
表白了之后不是成了男女朋友，
要不就连朋友都当不成了。

有些事不是你能预料的，或许对方不在意，
你们还可以是朋友，但却已经不如从前的......


关于爱情：
不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有就是最好的。
不要认为我还年轻，可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的。
不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的。
不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，勤劳可以让你们致富。
不要因为父母反对而放弃，你会发现这个原因而放弃的爱情，将是你一生的悔恨。
其实，对于爱情，越单纯越幸福！一生只谈一次恋爱是最好的。经历的太多了，会麻木，分离多了，会习惯，换恋人多了，会比较，到最后你会不再相信爱情，你会自暴自弃，你会毫无生气，你会行尸走肉，你会与一个你不爱的人结婚，就这样过一辈子···

所以牵好的手就不要轻易放开，说过的话就不要轻易收回，承诺过的人就不要轻易忘记···

有些人，有些事，既然发生了。
就注定是你一生的回忆···