Wonder wat is the first day for? 2day is the first day my bei go to kl for few days and 2day is his interview day, his big day. Yday we had a conflict which i dowan it to happen, because i knw it will affect his mood. But den we still settle it happily in the end.
Surprisingly , he woke up in the early morning today which is alwys impossible for him. I knw he very concern about this interview bcoz he wanted to get this job very much. I just can wish him luck and all the best during his interview from far away. **Praying and supporting him during his interview** Actually i wish to be with him at tat time bcoz i wan to be the last one that he see b4 go into the interview room and the 1st one to look at his impression and knw hw was his progress after that. But sadly to tell that i am at sabah and i couldn't do it. Thou he did call me right after his interview but it wasn't enough for me who alwys ask for more. I feel very depressed when i alwys thk tat right after his interview, the one that accompany him is his fren but not me. Is it that suffer for a long distance relationship?
I believe that now he should be having fun with his frens, i miss him alot. I wish i am there now to share his feeling after the interview. How can i dun mind that there is just him and his friend spending few days at kl with just both of them? How can i just ignore it while i am a scorpio that with high jealousy. Ishhh... please thk on my side la stupid.. Nvm, if i angry now oso cant change anything because i knw he is a playful type.. Just let him enjoy enough for this few days...
25 March 2009
23 March 2009
Truth~
001. Real Name:
Ong Jui Yuin
002. Nickname(s):
Serena, Baby
003. Age:
21years old
004. Horoscope :
Scorpio
o005. Male or Female:
Definately female
006. Elementary:
San Min Tadika
007. Middle School:
SMJK San Min
008. High School:
SMJK Sam Min // SM Horley Methodist
009. College School:
University Malaysia Sabah
010. Hair colour:
Black with red brown ( a failed experiment did by him~)
011. Long or Short:
Long and i thk i wouldn't go n cut it short ever~
012. Loud or Quiet:
Depends to the situation, sometimes when i am emo i will be super quite. for sure that the time for me to stay quite is simply more than loud except when i be with him.
013. Sweats or Jeans :
Jeans
014. Phone or Camera:
Phone
015. Health Freak:
Nope
016. Drink or Smoke:
Less drink and never smoke
017. Do you have a crush on someone:
Yeap
018. Eat or Drink:
Eat
019. Piercings:
Have one on both my ears.
020. Tattoos:
Awys wish to but afraid of the painfulness
021. Social or Anti- Social:
Depends~~
Firsts
023. First piercing:
When i was 5years old
024. First relationship :
17?
025. First Best Friend:
My Barbie Doll
026. First Award:
Probably when i am in primary school?
027. First Kiss :
With someone i currently deeply crazy with..
028. First Pet:
"Feng Shui Fish" which i heard from my dad and i dun really know their real name.
029. First Big Vacation:
Dunno.. But wish to have more vacation in this coming years...
030. First Love at first sight :
I always believe.
031. First Big Birthday:
While i was 1 years old.. Thz to my beloved parents.
032. First Surgery:
Nope
033. First sport you joined:
Badminton..
034. Orange or Apple juice:
Apple
035. Rock or Rap:
Rap thou sometimes i hardly to catch up wat they say...
036. Country or Screamo:
eto... kekodesu~
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys:
Backstreet
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera:
Christina
039. Night or Day:
Night, to sleep and no worries
040. Sun or Moon:
Sun when it comes to sun rise n sun set, Moon when it is super duper romantic with stars surrounding~
041. TV or Internet:
Internet.. The tv in my sabah house here is jz manage to watch NTV7( u feel good channel~~)
042. Playstation or xbox:
PSP, PS3
043. Kiss or hug:
Kiss with hugs
044. Iguana or turtle:
Turtle
045. Spider or bee:
spider
046. Fall or spring:
spring...
047. Limewire or iTunes:
Never use it, i have my own supplier.
048. Soccer or baseball:
soccer..coz of him
Currently
049. Eating:
No.. Waiting for frens to buy back for me~~ (I miss laksa!!)
050. Drinking:
Nope, but wish to drink his ribena longan now..
051. Excitement level :
10% wat to exciting for?
052. I’m about to:
msg him rite after i finish tis tag
053. Listening to:
My typing sounds coz the house is way to quite, every1 out for class..
054. Plan for today:
Nothing to plan
055. Waiting for:
my breakfast
056. Energy Level:
Critically low coz jz wk up
057. Thinking of someone:
Some1 who are still in his sweet dream
Future
058. Want kids?:
yes
059. Want to get married?:
yea... but not so soon please..
060. When?:
After 5 to 6 years..
061. How many kids do you want:
3
062. Any name on the mind:
The name let their father to decide, or else those name that i come out will be the lame one.. He knows
063. What did you want to be when you were little:
I was jz a small gal had lots of love from everyone..
064. Careers in mind:
System analyst
065. Mellow future or wild:
wild
066. Something you would never try:
Alots...
067. When do you want to die:
after i settle down all my things and had enjoy enough of my life.
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes :
lips
069. Romantic or Funny?:
He has the both..
070. Shorter or Taller?:
taller enough for me to put my head on his shoulder.
071. Protective or Caring?:
Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?:
Spontaneous....
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?:
Nice stomach
074. Sensitive or Loud?:
Erm... dunno
075. Hook-up or Relationship?:
relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?:
Hesitant. hate trouble maker
077. Muscular or normal:
normal
Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger:
Nope... Never dare to...
079. Broken a bone:
Nope and dont want to...
080. Lost glasses or contacts:
Never lost my glasses..just broke it..
081. Ran away from home:
Currently is a yes but would not do that coz it will hurt them alots...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence:
Nope, but it reminds me him...
083. Killed somebody:
In dream?
084. Broken some one’s heart:
Yea... I am sorry...
085. Had your heart broken:
Yea... I had forgive you..
086. Been arrested:
Arrested by police which is my dad? hehe...
087. Cried when someone died:
Yea.. My grandma when i am still a little kid..
088. Liked a friend more than a friend:
Yea..
Do you believe in
089. Yourself:
Yeap
090. Miracles:
Yes, hope money can drop from the sky
091. Love at first sight:
Yeap, alwys do~~
092. Heaven:
Yeap...
093. Santa Claus:
eiiiii....
094. Tooth Fairy:
Nope..
095. Kiss in the first date :
nope... but it would be sweet n romantic..
096. Angels:
Sometimes when i nit helps..
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?
Yea...I hope i'm in my hometown now..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?
Nop..I need a confirmation from her..
099. Do you believe in God?
Sometimes..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
Thanks to YOU, who actually read from 1 - 100. you're my biggest fan. I love You. mwah.(but i wont tagging anyone because it is tiring when i doin tis and i dowan any1 to feel it too....)
Ong Jui Yuin
002. Nickname(s):
Serena, Baby
003. Age:
21years old
004. Horoscope :
Scorpio
o005. Male or Female:
Definately female
006. Elementary:
San Min Tadika
007. Middle School:
SMJK San Min
008. High School:
SMJK Sam Min // SM Horley Methodist
009. College School:
University Malaysia Sabah
010. Hair colour:
Black with red brown ( a failed experiment did by him~)
011. Long or Short:
Long and i thk i wouldn't go n cut it short ever~
012. Loud or Quiet:
Depends to the situation, sometimes when i am emo i will be super quite. for sure that the time for me to stay quite is simply more than loud except when i be with him.
013. Sweats or Jeans :
Jeans
014. Phone or Camera:
Phone
015. Health Freak:
Nope
016. Drink or Smoke:
Less drink and never smoke
017. Do you have a crush on someone:
Yeap
018. Eat or Drink:
Eat
019. Piercings:
Have one on both my ears.
020. Tattoos:
Awys wish to but afraid of the painfulness
021. Social or Anti- Social:
Depends~~
Firsts
023. First piercing:
When i was 5years old
024. First relationship :
17?
025. First Best Friend:
My Barbie Doll
026. First Award:
Probably when i am in primary school?
027. First Kiss :
With someone i currently deeply crazy with..
028. First Pet:
"Feng Shui Fish" which i heard from my dad and i dun really know their real name.
029. First Big Vacation:
Dunno.. But wish to have more vacation in this coming years...
030. First Love at first sight :
I always believe.
031. First Big Birthday:
While i was 1 years old.. Thz to my beloved parents.
032. First Surgery:
Nope
033. First sport you joined:
Badminton..
034. Orange or Apple juice:
Apple
035. Rock or Rap:
Rap thou sometimes i hardly to catch up wat they say...
036. Country or Screamo:
eto... kekodesu~
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys:
Backstreet
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera:
Christina
039. Night or Day:
Night, to sleep and no worries
040. Sun or Moon:
Sun when it comes to sun rise n sun set, Moon when it is super duper romantic with stars surrounding~
041. TV or Internet:
Internet.. The tv in my sabah house here is jz manage to watch NTV7( u feel good channel~~)
042. Playstation or xbox:
PSP, PS3
043. Kiss or hug:
Kiss with hugs
044. Iguana or turtle:
Turtle
045. Spider or bee:
spider
046. Fall or spring:
spring...
047. Limewire or iTunes:
Never use it, i have my own supplier.
048. Soccer or baseball:
soccer..coz of him
Currently
049. Eating:
No.. Waiting for frens to buy back for me~~ (I miss laksa!!)
050. Drinking:
Nope, but wish to drink his ribena longan now..
051. Excitement level :
10% wat to exciting for?
052. I’m about to:
msg him rite after i finish tis tag
053. Listening to:
My typing sounds coz the house is way to quite, every1 out for class..
054. Plan for today:
Nothing to plan
055. Waiting for:
my breakfast
056. Energy Level:
Critically low coz jz wk up
057. Thinking of someone:
Some1 who are still in his sweet dream
Future
058. Want kids?:
yes
059. Want to get married?:
yea... but not so soon please..
060. When?:
After 5 to 6 years..
061. How many kids do you want:
3
062. Any name on the mind:
The name let their father to decide, or else those name that i come out will be the lame one.. He knows
063. What did you want to be when you were little:
I was jz a small gal had lots of love from everyone..
064. Careers in mind:
System analyst
065. Mellow future or wild:
wild
066. Something you would never try:
Alots...
067. When do you want to die:
after i settle down all my things and had enjoy enough of my life.
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes :
lips
069. Romantic or Funny?:
He has the both..
070. Shorter or Taller?:
taller enough for me to put my head on his shoulder.
071. Protective or Caring?:
Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?:
Spontaneous....
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?:
Nice stomach
074. Sensitive or Loud?:
Erm... dunno
075. Hook-up or Relationship?:
relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?:
Hesitant. hate trouble maker
077. Muscular or normal:
normal
Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger:
Nope... Never dare to...
079. Broken a bone:
Nope and dont want to...
080. Lost glasses or contacts:
Never lost my glasses..just broke it..
081. Ran away from home:
Currently is a yes but would not do that coz it will hurt them alots...
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence:
Nope, but it reminds me him...
083. Killed somebody:
In dream?
084. Broken some one’s heart:
Yea... I am sorry...
085. Had your heart broken:
Yea... I had forgive you..
086. Been arrested:
Arrested by police which is my dad? hehe...
087. Cried when someone died:
Yea.. My grandma when i am still a little kid..
088. Liked a friend more than a friend:
Yea..
Do you believe in
089. Yourself:
Yeap
090. Miracles:
Yes, hope money can drop from the sky
091. Love at first sight:
Yeap, alwys do~~
092. Heaven:
Yeap...
093. Santa Claus:
eiiiii....
094. Tooth Fairy:
Nope..
095. Kiss in the first date :
nope... but it would be sweet n romantic..
096. Angels:
Sometimes when i nit helps..
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?
Yea...I hope i'm in my hometown now..
098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?
Nop..I need a confirmation from her..
099. Do you believe in God?
Sometimes..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
Thanks to YOU, who actually read from 1 - 100. you're my biggest fan. I love You. mwah.(but i wont tagging anyone because it is tiring when i doin tis and i dowan any1 to feel it too....)
20 March 2009
The personality test???
Basically i got this from my ji mui, Ang Ang Ang.... Found it interesting, so i took the test also.. Here is the link http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx, and below is my result~~
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(I am straightforward? ahemmm..... I wish i could then i wont be getting scold by my bf all the time for being to kindhearted to "some1".)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(Erm... Quite true... :P)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(yea yea... totally agree!!)
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(ishh... i am seductively? Am i? I am not sure about it too!! nyek nyek nyek....)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(Yea i knw education is important, but i wont thk that i am the kind of person that will stdy HARD??)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(Ei..... Dunno yet...)
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
(But i have been stopped once..)
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
(yea... I thk so, sometimes i just feel that i am too rely on him.)
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Erm... basically all correct but for mature? do i really mature enough? ei.. dun think so..)
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(I am straightforward? ahemmm..... I wish i could then i wont be getting scold by my bf all the time for being to kindhearted to "some1".)
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
(Erm... Quite true... :P)
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
(yea yea... totally agree!!)
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(ishh... i am seductively? Am i? I am not sure about it too!! nyek nyek nyek....)
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(Yea i knw education is important, but i wont thk that i am the kind of person that will stdy HARD??)
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(Ei..... Dunno yet...)
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
(But i have been stopped once..)
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
(yea... I thk so, sometimes i just feel that i am too rely on him.)
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(Erm... basically all correct but for mature? do i really mature enough? ei.. dun think so..)
18 March 2009
12.15am
Its ady 12.15 morning, what am i doing now till haven get on bed yet? Is all thanks to my beloved lecturers which assign me tonnes of homeworks.. Pening when thinking about it.. Each subject have its own midterm, quiz, test, assignment and yet project. When only i manage to finish all the stuff? Dunno, just do as many as i can. Feel bored of writing my business analysis so have to express my feeling at here for awhile. I am a computer science student but i taking stupid technoprenuership in this semester. Ish, does it really helps on my career? I hope it does have or else i bom the uni. Aha~ i knw.. Impossible.. Just let me express my feeling k? hehe..
Nothing much to bla.. Is time to get back work and GASTRIC now!!!!
Nothing much to bla.. Is time to get back work and GASTRIC now!!!!
01 March 2009
1st day of march 2009
2day is one week after he went back. He leave me on the 24th feb, 3.45pm flight. I miss him every single day since he leave. There is lots of sweet memories in this house, we played, smiled, and even cried. I miss him~ Still remember he reach here on the 11th. He told me he come on the 12th but he reach here one day earlier. It was surprised me cox i never thought tat he come 1day earlier. This surprise is not the ordinary one, it filled with happiness, excited n yet deadness which also means i gonna fail for the midterm's paper on the next day. However, i din blame on him cox i knw he didn't mean it.
In this 2weeks, coz of the wrong timing (my midterm weeks) we jz manage to visit few places onli. However 1borneo is always our 1st choice to go because is nearest to my house. It came out this :: no where else but 1b!!! Talking about 1B, we both had an unforgettable valentine day at there. We went to elusion lounge for our valentine dinner, I was having a great time there. After the dinner, we both plan for movie but somehow we cant find a suitable one coz it was crowded and some movie was full ady. We gv up and jz standing there planning for the next activity. While i am whining and emo'ng, he asked me to look at the guy stand next 2me. He said he look suspicious but I din notice anything wrong with him. In order to confirm, he bring me go around jz to make sure whether he following us onot. We went down and look back to make sure, yet we found out he did follow us. I was scared at tat moment n asking my bf not to go down anymore and go back to the cinema to see whether he is following again onot. Tis time he is not following ady but my bf told me another red colour shirt guy who look suspicious oso. We purposely stand beside the escalator and stare at him just to warn him, he looked scared and this proved that something really going wrong there. I really feel so worried so i suggested to my bf that we jz simply watch a movie coz after the movie mayb those guys ady leave. B4 enter the cinema, we saw the 1st guy tat following us nearby. This time we very sure that we have been followed!!!!
time for sleeping ady~ zZzzZZZ..
more to go.........
In this 2weeks, coz of the wrong timing (my midterm weeks) we jz manage to visit few places onli. However 1borneo is always our 1st choice to go because is nearest to my house. It came out this :: no where else but 1b!!! Talking about 1B, we both had an unforgettable valentine day at there. We went to elusion lounge for our valentine dinner, I was having a great time there. After the dinner, we both plan for movie but somehow we cant find a suitable one coz it was crowded and some movie was full ady. We gv up and jz standing there planning for the next activity. While i am whining and emo'ng, he asked me to look at the guy stand next 2me. He said he look suspicious but I din notice anything wrong with him. In order to confirm, he bring me go around jz to make sure whether he following us onot. We went down and look back to make sure, yet we found out he did follow us. I was scared at tat moment n asking my bf not to go down anymore and go back to the cinema to see whether he is following again onot. Tis time he is not following ady but my bf told me another red colour shirt guy who look suspicious oso. We purposely stand beside the escalator and stare at him just to warn him, he looked scared and this proved that something really going wrong there. I really feel so worried so i suggested to my bf that we jz simply watch a movie coz after the movie mayb those guys ady leave. B4 enter the cinema, we saw the 1st guy tat following us nearby. This time we very sure that we have been followed!!!!
time for sleeping ady~ zZzzZZZ..
more to go.........
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